I’m sorry it’s been so long since my last post. I have been so emotionally drained that it’s difficult for me to find motivation to write — blogs, stories, journals, anything — or even get excited about things that I’ve loved for years. I have been having lots of crazy dreams, haven’t been sleeping well, still really depressed, haven’t started cutting again (… though I would reallyreallyreallyreally like to right about now…), haven’t found a summer job, haven’t made much progress towards goals like getting back into shape, trying to communicate with certain mostly ex-friends, or figuring out what I want to do after I graduate…
I’m still pretty much a huge, pitiful mess. But I can’t write much more now, or else my roommate will see me crying.
I will do my best to update again soon.
