I’m not even sure why I’m writing this, except that I need to kill time to attempt to tire myself out, in the hope that I’ll be able to fall asleep quickly tonight. My insomnia hasn’t gone away, and I’m still sleeping in chunks of three hours or less. I spend far too much time [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Pondering Life’
Gearing up for a rough Monday…
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, tagged blessings, cutting, depression, dysthymia, family, friends, God, insomnia, Orion, Pondering Life, sadness, school, sleep, stress, suicide on January 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’m starting to miss my dorm…
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, tagged Christmas, cutting, dysthymia, family, forgiveness, Pondering Life, self injury on December 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I think I need to get out of here. I never realized how loud my house could get, especially with two siblings who are throwing temper tantrums or at each other’s throats over tv/computer time, nearly constantly. I really kinda want to be back at my dorm, where things were quiet when I needed them [...]
Ramblings of an over-stuffed mind…
Posted in Pondering Life, Uncategorized, tagged depression, dysthymia, friends, Pondering Life, school, self injury, stress, Three Days Grace on December 4, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Honestly, I have no idea what I’m going to end up publishing in this post. I shouldn’t be as tired as I am, and I’m starting to think that fighting with my dysthymic nature is taking a heavier physical toll than I anticipated. I don’t know whether to feel completely lost, drowning in something close [...]