So, I’m almost done with my first week of my second year of college. Things have, with tiny exceptions, been going extremely well. I haven’t gotten lost or missed any classes, I have most of what I need to get through the semester, including a job where I don’t feel totally out of place, even [...]
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I haven’t got a catchy title, I just need to type…
Posted in Pondering Life, school, tagged amazing grace, blessings, confusion, Corinne, cutting, depression, forgiveness, friends, God, Jess, mistakes, music, Nicole, prayer, regret, Ryan, sadness, scars, school, self injury, stress, suicide, thankfulness, work on August 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Saturday night musings…
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, school, tagged Bible study, blessings, bruising, church, confusion, cutting, depression, family, forgiveness, friends, God, identity, Iowa, memories, mistakes, prayer, regret, Ryan, scars, school, self injury, stress on July 25, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Again, I have no idea where I’m going with this, so I might as well just start rambling. It’s been a pretty good weekend: almost exclusively lovely, in fact. I spent a bit more than I day driving to Iowa with my (non-biological) big Brother Ryan, helping him move stuff into storage in his new [...]
Thursday’s Encouragement
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, school, tagged Borderline Personality Disorder, Campus Crusade for Christ, Corinne, cutting, depression, dysthymia, family, forgiveness, friends, God, Jess, prayer, regret, scars, school, self harm, sleep, spring break, stress on February 27, 2009 | 4 Comments »
I must say, these past few weeks have been long, stressful ones for me, and they’re starting to take a visible toll. I’m exhausted, I don’t feel like getting up in the mornings, I yawn all day, but still toss and turn when I do try and sleep. On the off chance that I do [...]
It’s been a while…
Posted in Random-ness, Uncategorized, tagged amazing grace, church, confusion, Corinne, cutting, depression, dysthymia, family, friends, God, Jess, mistakes, Nicole, Orion, prayer, scars, school, self injury, stress, suicide on February 7, 2009 | 1 Comment »
… and I’m (sorta) happy to report that things have changed a bit since the last time I wrote here. I can’t tell you any specific cause, but sometime last week, something gave me a boost. Thinking back on those few days, I can only smile.
I was on top of the world — I couldn’t [...]
Emotional mountains and valleys
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, tagged band, blessings, Cru, cutting, depression, dysthymia, friends, God, hugs, joy, music, prayer, regret, scars, school, self injury, suicide, Uno on January 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Today was a nice day. The brutal cold of midwestern winters is fading to a brisk, comfortable temperature, which means less time is spent bundling up before walking outside. Classes didn’t start until 12:40, we got to sight read new music in band, and I ate lunch and dinner with friends that made me laugh. [...]
Christmas and forgiveness
Posted in Pondering Life, tagged amazing grace, Christmas, church, dysthymia, God, Orion, prayer, school, self injury, work on December 21, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Phew. Finals are over, and as far as I can tell, I didn’t fail any of my classes. Some of my grades weren’t up as high as I liked, but considering certain events, I don’t think it could have been helped. Now that I’m back at home, homework-free, I’ve already found myself filling my time [...]
… dead week…
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, school, tagged cutting, depression, Dr. Pepper, dysthymia, friends, God, homework, prayer, school, stress on December 9, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Life is pretty crazy, huh? This weekend, there was a double homicide in west Ames, the city where I’m going to school. I got a call from the ISU-alert number Saturday morning, and had to listen to the message about the killings and the person of interest twice before it sunk in. The story was [...]