I must say, these past few weeks have been long, stressful ones for me, and they’re starting to take a visible toll. I’m exhausted, I don’t feel like getting up in the mornings, I yawn all day, but still toss and turn when I do try and sleep. On the off chance that I do [...]
Posts Tagged ‘self harm’
Thursday’s Encouragement
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, school, tagged Borderline Personality Disorder, Campus Crusade for Christ, Corinne, cutting, depression, dysthymia, family, forgiveness, friends, God, Jess, prayer, regret, scars, school, self harm, sleep, spring break, stress on February 27, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Here we go again…
Posted in Pondering Life, Random-ness, school, tagged bruising, church, Corinne, cutting, depression, dysthymia, forgiveness, friends, God, Linkin Park, music, Nicole, Orion, regrets, school, self harm, sleep, suicide on January 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Today doesn’t feel like a Tuesday. It’s throwing me off.
I got back from the retreat yesterday afternoon, after a day of adventuring through thigh-deep snow to frozen rivers, laughing, human knots and pyramids, conversations around candles and a burning fireplace, late night movies and Bible studies. On the whole, it was an experience I would [...]
More ramblings…
Posted in Pondering Life, tagged cutting, depression, dysthymia, God, memories, Orion, self harm, sleep on January 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’m still out of it. I took the step off the cliff, and am still in the middle of the stomach-churning sensation of falling. I don’t know when I’ll hit the bottom, where I’ll land, or how long the pain will last. I’m struggling to see hope.
After my confession that I was afraid I was [...]